I am in a very dark spot right now. My marriage is in a bad spot after discovering that our business is failing and will be closing. The amount of money that is owed and has been put into the business was kept from me. I am feeling defeated, foolish and depressed about the staff we are going to be displacing. I am not sleeping, eating and I am very angry and guilty. I’m receiving professional help, and trying to smile for the rest of the world. I am scared that we are going to lose our home.